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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
11:42 am - yay!
All moved in to the apartment... it sucks! Worked things out with my mom, Going to move in with her like today. Think I have my bedroom straightened out. Still don't have a job.

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Friday, March 25th, 2005
7:53 pm - Last two years, future.
wow I haven't posted in here forever! (really).

Ok, so, recap of the last two years: Met Krystal. Fell in love. Mazda broke. Drove b2200 over winter '04. Fixed mazda. Moved in with krystal (in brantford). Worked at lots of different places. Blew up mazda. Fixed. Blew up again. Drove a 1991 eagle talon over winter '05.. Krystal left me. Broke my heat. Met someone else, sorta. Feel better but still not great. Still, mostly going uphill now. Fixing the mazda again in about two weeks. Quitting my current job (collection agent at NCO financial services) tomorrrow. Moving out of my apartment and to windsor. Going to find a new job shortly.

I just read my journal entry below this one and it's scary. :)

current mood: okay

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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
7:35 pm - what serial killer am I?

If i was a serial killer i would be John Wayne Gacy .

If you ever had a reason to be afraid of clowns. This would be it.

Over the course of 3 years John Wayne Gacy, a part time children's party clown, would go on to sodomize, torture and murder over 30 young men, burying most of the bodies under the floor boards of his home.

Gacy would use a chloroform soaked rag to render his victims unconscious, then take them home and tie them up in his basement. He would then proceed to torture them sexually, using a varying range of dildos and sexual toys, eventually strangling them to death with a 2x4 while raping them.

kill count: 30+

Find what serial killer y

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7:35 pm - Lochjournal
I just downloaded this and gah, it sucks. Don't think I'll be using it. it's WAY more powerful than I wanted.

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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
12:05 am - GIANT BATTLE MONSTERS!!!!!!!!!!!@11
Daniel Salive

is a Giant Robot that spins Vast Webs, shoots Electricity from its Eyes, and has a Computer for a Brain.

Strength: 8 Agility: 5 Intelligence: 11

To see if your Giant Battle Monster can
defeat Daniel Salive, enter your name and choose an attack:

fights Daniel Salive using

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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
3:55 pm - Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized
Sometimes I try to do things
And it just doesn't work out the way I want it to.
And I get real frustrated.
It's like, I try hard to do it
And I take my time
But it just doesn't work out the way I want it to.
It's like I concentrate on it real hard,
But it just doesn't work out.
And everything I do and everything I try,
It never turns out!
It's like, I need time to figure these things out.
There's always someone there going,
"Hey Mike, you know,
We've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you
You should maybe get away,
And like, maybe you should talk about it,
You'd feel a lot better."
I go, "No, it's okay you know, I'll figure it out.
Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out you know.
I'm just working on myself."
And they go, "Well, you know, if you wanna talk about it,
I'll be here ya know,
And you'll probably feel a lot better if ya talked about it,
So why dontcha talk about it?!"
I go, "No! I don't want to I'm okay! I'll figure it out myself!"
But they just keep buggin' me,
They just keep buggin' me
And it builds up inside!

So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way

I'm not crazy - Institution
You're the one who's crazy - Institution
You're driving me crazy - Institution

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

Uh - I was in my room
And I was just like staring at the wall thinking 'bout everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing.
And then my Mom came in,
And I didn't even know she was there.
She called my name
But I didn't hear her.
Then she started screaming, "Mike, Mike!"
And I go, "What? What's the matter?"
She goes, "What's the matter with you?!"
I go, "There's nothin' wrong Mom."
She goes, "Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!"
I go, "No Mom, I'm not on drugs.
I'm okay, I'm just thinking, you know.
Why don't ya give me a Pepsi?"
She goes, "No, you're on drugs!"
I go, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm just thinking."
She goes, "No, you're not thinking, you're on drugs!
Normal people don't act in that way!"
I go, "Mom, just give me a Pepsi please,
All I want is a Pepsi."
And she wouldn't give it to me!
All I wanted was a Pepsi!
Just one Pepsi!
And she wouldn't give it to me!
Just a Pepsi!

They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around your back, you're treated like thieves
Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy

I'm not crazy - Institution
You're the one who's crazy - Institution
You're driving me crazy - Institution

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

I was sitting in my room.
My Mom and my Dad came in.
So they pull up a chair and they sat down.
They go, "Mike, we need to talk to you."
And I go, "Okay, what's the matter?"
They go, "Me and your Mom,
We've been noticing lately you've been having a lot of problems,
And you've been going off for no reason.
And we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,
We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
So we decided that it would be in your best interest
If we put you somewhere
Where you could get the help that you need."
And I go, "Wait! What are ya talking about?!
We decided?!
My best interest?!
How do you know what my best interest is!
How can you say what my best interest is!
And what are ya trying ta say, I'm crazy?!
When I went to your schools!
I went to your churches!
I went to your institutional learning facilities!
So how can ya say I'm crazy?!

They say they're gonna fix my brain
Alleviate my suffering and my pain
But by the time they fix my head
Mentally, I'll be dead

Chorus (two verses):
I'm not crazy - Institution
You're the one who's crazy - Institution
You're driving me crazy - Institution

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

...Doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway.

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Saturday, June 28th, 2003
12:49 am
Work went well today.. I got to train the new people, it was fun.

I changed the water pump on the mazda as well.. it was about as easy as expected. Hopefully this fixes my high-rpm vibration and noise issues.

I hope it doesn't leak, we'll find out tomorrow! :)

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Thursday, February 27th, 2003
11:41 pm
I tried to post yesterday, but no luck. Hopefully this one works.

I picked up my CD binder from thaumaturge yesterday, it's fantastic! Thanks Peter!

I've been doing quite alot of work on the mazda project. And boy, what a project it is. I've managed to get just about everything off the motor, except the turbo/exhaust. I am removing the motor itself on saturday, possibly sunday. It's by far the biggest project I've ever undertaken. I think I'll put it on my resume. Wow.

Anyways, I have to work at 0800 tomorrow, so time for sleep! :)

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Saturday, February 15th, 2003
11:33 am - oooh
I'm going to ann arbor, MI to pick up my motor on tuesday. I hope it fits in the volkswagen. Mmmm, I can't wait.

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Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
10:09 pm - w00t
Snow is SO much fun...

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Monday, February 10th, 2003
1:36 pm
Yeah. An ISP. Finally. Hello MNSi.

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Monday, February 3rd, 2003
2:56 pm - oooh
Which OS are You?
Which OS are You?

Too bad that the entire thing is based on your answer to the last question.....

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2:20 pm - I'm HOME!
Back in civilization. I arrived early saturday morning, approx. 12:05 AM EST.

It looks like I'll be working at the pizza place for the time being, allthough I'll probably be working either at naders taxi (dispatching), or at AutoLiv (doing whatever?) shortly.

It feels GOOD to be back.

I'm going to get the mazda on the road shortly, too... I've got a few leads on motors, just got to follow them up. Then all that's required is safety inspection ($40), and insurance... which could possibly be rather expesnive. Oh well, it's only money.

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Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
9:21 am - w00t
I'm leaving Lake Louise in 2 days...

Yesterday I went to Calgary with Ernest - his transmission was leaking and making funny noises, so we brought his car to the subaru dealership, as it's still under warranty. (2000 legacy GT wagon)

I felt like shit on the way there, but felt much better after stopping for breakfast in Canmore.. McDonalds breakfast burritios ROCK!
We finally got to calgary around 9:00AM... the dealer was kind enough to give us a ride to the chinook center. We walked around, I coudldn't find anything. Took the C-Train to some place called A&B Sound. Someone named Joel suggested that we try the asian mall (I forget what it was called), because I really wanted to get some anime (Initial D). He also suggested that I pick up Neon Genesis Evangelion: Death & Rebirth, so I did! We went to the asian mall (it was just down the road), the guy there suggested that we go to a mall called Oriental Place, all the way on the other side of the city!... Back to the train station, and off we went... I saw 3 rx-7s on the journey! :) Finally got to the place, and BEHOLD! Initial D! I bought a dvd called Third Stage, unfortunatly there are no engish subtitles, so I had to watch it in pure japanese... it was fantastic! Allthough I'm not really sure what it was about...... :)

current mood: hungry

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Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
10:36 pm - SEVEN DAYS!
Yeah! I'm going to be home in SEVEN DAYS! My flight leaves calgary airport at 3:00 PM MST. It arrives in windsor at 11:08 PM EST... There's a 1h41m layover in toronto.


Today, I went to my boss, the chief steward (I wasn't working) and I told him that I'd be taking a few pictures in the kitchen. He started yelling at me and etc and told me to get the fuck out of the hotel.

Kinda weird, eh?

oh well... seven days.

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Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
9:23 pm - hmm
My name in elvish: Elessar Sregon
My name in.. ninja-burgerish: Inokichi Tsukasa

I like elvish more.... :)

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Sunday, January 19th, 2003
5:31 pm - gah!
so, I got my second write up today... someone says that I chucked a plate down the elevator shaft. It's total bullshit, and doesn't even make sense. Basically, they told me that I need to be a perfect saint or I'm canned and that my contract will not be renewed... also, they posted next week's schedule... I get a lovely THREE fucking days, and the kitchen is closed both those days, so I'll be lucky if I get more than 3 hours each day..... for a whopping 9 hours for the week! that'll almost cover my housing and meals!
They suspended me (for 1 day) (out of my scheduled 3 for the week), so I'll have a lovely cheque... gah
They also told me that they're possibly looking at termination... so I might be fired anyways.

I spoke with my old boss (mike) and he said he'd love to have me back, and could probably give me 20-30 hours/wk, minmum. Also, mom says that there's a pretty good chance that I could get in at autoliv in tilbury, so my options elsewhere are far from limited... I'm going to think this over, and probably quit after this week. Leamington, here I come!

current mood: angry

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Friday, January 17th, 2003
8:38 pm
So, brad got his ass fired. He woke up most of the fucking building with his drunken antics at 3:00am.
I can't say I'm sorry. Or that I'll miss him.
Most people suck.

Got another noise complaint the other day... from building 4... hahahaa
I still love my stereo :)

Also, FUCK my chest hurts.. this is the 4th day.. if it still hurts monday I'm going to see the doctor in the village.. that'll be a week
something is wrong here

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Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
9:18 pm
we got a noise complaint from the people downstairs yesterday at 3:00 PM. My stereo was on, just loud enough for me to hear in the living room. I'm now in my living room, its 9:30PM (going to bed soon!) and I can hear their stereo clearly. Something's wrong with this picture.

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Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
1:48 pm
Karate is fun. It's really quite amazing what your body can do once it knows how...

Also, I'm reasonably sure that my cousin (shane) will be spending next summer out here with me! whoo! par-tay!

current mood: happy

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